Midnight had long come and gone when Evelyn finally dragged her exhausted body home. I sat alone on the living room sofa, my spirits at rock bottom. Seeing my state, she said nothing, simply thrust her phone into my hand. “You can check,” she said, her voice calm. “The password is still your birthday.” With that, she turned and walked into the bathroom, the sound of rushing water filling the silence. I stared at the phone, a bitter smile playing on my lips. What good would checking do? She only ever let me see what she wanted me to see – a perfectly clean interface. Soon, she emerged from the shower, wrapping her arms around me tightly from behind, still damp from the steam. “See? I told you there was nothing,” she murmured, a hint of playful cajolery in her voice. “You have to trust me.” I slowly raised my head, my gaze inadvertently falling on the back of her neck – there was a clear, thin scratch. An unspeakable wave of irony surged through me, yet I didn’t react with the same hysteria as before. I simply pushed her away gently, my voice calm in a way that even I found unfamiliar. “Evelyn, let’s get a divorce.” I truly couldn't endure another day of this mutual torment. 1 Silence hung in the air for a few moments. Then, a sharp, shattering sound broke it. Evelyn had accidentally knocked over a vase nearby. That vase was the very first decorative item we’d bought together, during our first year of marriage, on a trip to IKEA. From our cozy two-bedroom apartment to a spacious loft, and now to this luxurious villa, it had been our good luck charm, witnessing all our stumbling steps along the way. Now, the vase was utterly shattered. Just like my seven-year marriage to Evelyn, beyond repair, never to return to what it once was. I pulled my gaze from the shards scattered across the floor and looked back at Evelyn. “I’ve had a lawyer draft the divorce papers. Please sign them…” Before I could finish, Evelyn cut me off. “My hand was cut by the vase, Adrian.” I paused, looking down. Only then did I notice a cut on her hand, bleeding crimson onto the floor. “Adrian, help me with this,” Evelyn’s voice was hoarse. She rarely showed vulnerability. But I knew this was her usual tactic to make amends. If I followed her lead, and gently applied medicine to her wound, we would once again be “back to normal.” But this time, I merely shifted my gaze, my voice detached. “It’s just a minor cut. A little antiseptic will do.” I paused, returning to my original topic. “After you’ve taken care of it, remember to sign the divorce papers.” Evelyn’s eyes instantly dimmed. “Adrian, I’m hurt! How long are you going to keep this up?!” Evelyn’s tone was bewildered. In her eyes, it was as if cheating wasn't wrong. Especially since, after my hysterical outbursts, she had already routinely deleted those ambiguous chat logs, and even changed all her passwords to my birthday. So, she didn’t understand why I was still “throwing a tantrum.” I subconsciously rubbed the mottled scar on my hand, saying nothing further. Just then, her phone rang. It was that familiar ringtone, one that had often sounded in the dead of night for nearly a year. Evelyn had once explained it was an urgent company line; I hadn’t doubted her. Until her birthday, when I was at the grocery store, picking out her favorite fish, debating whether to make her braised fish or spicy fish soup, I looked up and saw her, wrapped in another man’s arms, choosing snacks. It was then that I finally, belatedly, understood. Evelyn had cheated a long time ago. And that man was her childhood friend she had mentioned once, Justin Thorne. Perhaps because the accusations and confessions were already out in the open, Evelyn didn’t bother with excuses this time. She answered the phone right in front of me: “I’ll be right there, wait for me.” After hanging up, she disregarded the injury on her hand, quickly grabbed her car keys, and left. As she reached the front door, she suddenly cast a deep look at me. Her voice was filled with disappointment: “You used to not be like this, Adrian.” What was I like before? Offering her a burning heart, only to have it wounded beyond repair? Because I cared too much, couldn’t bear to lose this ten-year relationship. Moreover, at that time, she was pregnant. So I endured the pain, chose to forgive her. She promised to keep her distance. But what was the result? The scar on my hand, wasn’t it proof of my foolishness? I rubbed the scar, and the festering wound seemed to ooze again, a pain so sharp I couldn't breathe. Suddenly, a loud bang interrupted my thoughts. Evelyn had slammed the door shut and left. I knew she was going to Justin again. I stared at the closed door, a faint curl of my lip. “Evelyn, goodbye.” 2 Half an hour later, Justin posted a status update visible only to me. “She says only I truly understand her. She asked me never to leave her.” The accompanying photo showed the back of Evelyn’s head, buried in his embrace, and their fingers tightly intertwined. Just minutes earlier, Evelyn had told me I could trust her. But her idea of trust probably referred to the pure “friendship” between her and Justin. Trusting that her repeated absences from my follow-up appointments, all for some minor issue of his, were merely out of “loyalty” to a good friend. Trusting that spending an entire night together, naked in the same bed, was simply a platonic “reunion.” Soon after, Justin, just like many times before, deleted the status update, wiping it clean. As if what I had just seen was merely a figment of my “suspicious mind.” Then, he sent me another message. “Brother-in-law, Evelyn was in a bad mood tonight and came to drink with me. Please don’t overthink it.” “It’s not worth it, letting an outsider like me affect your relationship.” Don’t overthink it? I looked at those words, a cold laugh escaping me. I remembered back then, when I, burning with fever, confronted Evelyn with a screenshot of Justin’s post, her explanation had been much the same. “Justin and I grew up together. After high school, he went abroad to study and stayed there. Now that he’s finally back, can’t I spend some extra time with my old friend?” “Adrian, you’re just bored from being home sick, that’s why you’re always overthinking things.” Seeing my feverish, increasingly pale face, Evelyn seemed to realize her slip of the tongue. She quickly pulled me into her arms, pressing her forehead against mine. “Adrian, even for the sake of our child, you should trust me, okay? Don’t overthink it.” She gently wiped away my tears, her voice helpless. “Don’t cry, Adrian. Alright, I promise you, I’ll keep my distance from him.” Seeing my tears flow even harder, Evelyn then deleted Justin’s contact information right in front of me. She even changed all her passwords to my birthday. Ten years of a relationship, seven years of marriage, and our child was about to be born. At that time, I truly couldn’t bear to let go. So I gritted my teeth, forgave her, and chose to trust her one more time. But what happened later? Less than a month later. Just when she went into premature labor, and we learned the baby had died in utero, when she most needed to rest and recover in the hospital. She left the hospital without a second thought, merely because Justin said he had a “stomachache.” I instantly broke down, frantically grabbing a fruit knife beside me, my voice hoarse as I asked her: “Evelyn, are you sure you want to choose him? If you take that step, we’re completely over!” Evelyn’s face instantly twisted in disgust, her eyes looking at me like I was a madman. “Adrian, stop making a scene. I have a family doctor there, and besides, the doctor already said he’s fine.” “Justin just returned recently. He’s alone, and his health has always been delicate. I have to go; don’t make this difficult for me.” With that, she never looked back, leaving me with only a resolute back. The moment the hospital room door closed, the knife in my hand slipped, uncontrolled, cutting my wrist and leaving that hideous scar. The vibration of my phone pulled me back from distant thoughts. It was a voice message from Evelyn, sounding as if she’d been drinking. “Adrian, please don’t be angry with me anymore. Can we have another child?” A child? I subconsciously rubbed the scar on my hand, though it was already numb with pain. Yet, hearing her mention a child again, my heart still ached in waves, threatening to drown me. After a long while, I finally composed myself, wiping away the last tear. I quietly blocked both Evelyn and Justin’s contact information. Then, I dialed a long-distance number. “Dad, three days from now, I’ll meet you at the airport.” 3 For the next few days, Evelyn didn’t come home. I stopped asking her when she’d return, and instead began packing my bags. But seven years of marriage had left too deep an imprint; many items carried Evelyn’s shadow. The white scarf Evelyn gave me on our first date. I wore it for years, unable to part with it, because she had spent months knitting it by hand. And many other “firsts” she’d given me, things Evelyn had put thought into, staying up late to make by hand. I had carefully treasured them all in a safe, unable to throw them away. Later, Evelyn’s career became more and more successful, and her gifts grew increasingly expensive. I still accepted them with joy, because they were all proof that Evelyn had once deeply loved me. But then, in our second year of living in the grand villa, Justin appeared. My vanity table slowly filled with various luxury brand watches and bracelets. My wardrobe gradually hung with the latest seasonal haute couture. These were worth hundreds of thousands, some even millions, but they were no longer given out of love. They had simply become Evelyn’s “apologies” and “compensations” for the countless nights I spent waiting alone while she was with someone else. I looked at these items, coldly bypassing them. Then I packed only those things that truly belonged solely to me. The day everything was packed, Evelyn happened to come home. Seeing the suitcase in my hand, she frowned. “Where are you going this time?” She still thought I was just throwing a tantrum. After all, in the past, I had more than once threatened to leave. I didn’t deny it, simply lowering my gaze. “To clear my head.” Evelyn didn’t notice anything amiss. Instead, she pulled me into a tight embrace. “Adrian, I’ve been waiting for your call these past few days.” Waiting for my call? But I distinctly remembered sending her messages in the past, asking her to come home. What I received in return was her dismissive impatience. She cupped my face in her hands, staring intently at me. “If you had just said something, I would’ve come back immediately. But you didn’t.” Evelyn’s tone was accusatory. As if in those past few days, the person who had been with another man wasn’t her, Evelyn. I didn’t expose her, but a faint smile touched my lips. Evelyn mistakenly thought I had calmed down and stood on tiptoe to lightly kiss my mouth. “Evelyn, I knew it. You’re not like my dad.” Not like my dad? Evelyn’s words, spoken without warning, pierced my heart, a pain so intense I could barely breathe. She knew perfectly well the immense pain my mother’s affair and domestic abuse had inflicted on my father and me. If my father hadn’t been resilient enough, brave enough, he would have been buried in a grave! He wouldn’t have fled abroad to live the life he wanted. And now, she casually dismissed everything my own father had struggled to achieve. And this knife, it was handed to her by the me who once loved Evelyn with all his heart. Meeting my swollen eyes, Evelyn awkwardly explained: “I’m sorry, Adrian. I meant that you don’t have to struggle like your dad. Just staying by my side is enough.” “Is that so?” I suddenly smiled, looking directly into her eyes. Evelyn met my gaze, a strange tightness in her chest, but she didn’t dwell on it, still thinking I meant to reconcile. She nodded repeatedly, her voice assured. “Of course, Adrian. You have to trust me, just like before.” I scoffed inwardly, but showed no outward sign. Just then, my phone rang. I looked at her, and calmly said, “My car’s here, Evelyn. You go back to work.” “Okay.” Evelyn still didn’t notice anything amiss, even kindly walking me to the door. Before getting into the car, I called her name. “Hm?” “Goodbye, Evelyn.” I said. Consider it a final farewell to Evelyn, a farewell to my past. She ruffled my hair, smiling, “Alright, go clear your head. I’ll be home working hard, earning more money to take care of you.” I still said nothing, just looked at her one last time, and gently waved my hand. As the car neared the airport, my phone vibrated frantically. It was an unknown number. I assumed it was a scam call and immediately blocked it. But as I exited the call screen, I saw an anonymous text message. “Adrian, your child isn’t dead. Evelyn lied to you.”
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