The high school alumni group chat started pinging in the dead of night. Someone, probably bored and nursing a drink, threw out a prompt: “Three keywords to describe your high school experience. Go.” The chat, which had been dormant for years, suddenly saw a name pop up that made my heart skip a beat. It was Camille—Camille Sterling—the undisputed prom queen of our graduating class. “Vibrant,” she wrote. “Passionate.” Then, after a deliberate pause, she added one more: “And Nate.” The chat exploded. Even after a decade, they were still the "it" couple of our high school's tragic lore. The rebellious, wealthy bad boy and the ethereal, gentle honor student. They had loved each other with a raw, burning intensity that everyone envied, only for it to end in a messy, rain-soaked heartbreak the summer after graduation. Every person in that chat had been a witness to their epic saga. Including me. I shifted my gaze to Nate, who was sleeping soundly beside me. The jagged edges of the boy I once knew had been smoothed over by time and tailoring. Nathaniel Vance was no longer the leather-jacket-wearing delinquent; he was my husband. Distinguished. Composed. And completely, utterly indifferent to me. That old thorn, the one I’d pushed deep into my skin years ago, began to throb with a dull, familiar ache. 1 It seemed the onlookers were more invested in the ghost of their relationship than the actual people involved. “Camille’s Instagram says she’s single. But Nate… does anyone actually know?” “He went dark after the breakup. Dropped out of the loop completely. Now the only place I see him is on Bloomberg.” “Please, the man is a machine. No scandals, no tabloid shots, just work. There’s no way he has a girlfriend.” “Makes sense. When you lose the love of your life that young, everyone else is just… noise.” “Why did they actually break up, anyway?” “Classic ego. She wanted to head to the Sorbonne, he was being a prick about it. They both leaned into the drama instead of the compromise.” “Ugh, it’s like a second-chance romance novel waiting to happen. I’m obsessed.” They kept spinning the fantasy, and I kept my mouth shut. I stared at the ceiling, wondering if I was the "noise." Was I just the compromise he made when he realized he couldn't have the real thing? I reached over to turn off the lamp, but Nate’s phone lit up on the nightstand. [Unknown]: I’m back, Nate. There was no contact name. But I didn't need one. Only Camille called him "Nate" with that specific, casual intimacy. He was out cold, his hand resting instinctively over my stomach as it often did in his sleep. His wedding ring, cold against my skin through my silk nightgown, felt heavier than usual tonight. A wave of nausea hit me. My thumb hovered over his screen, wanting to delete the message before he could see it. I knew his passcode—579579. It was a pattern on the keypad, a sequence I’d long convinced myself was a code for their names or some anniversary. I stared at the lock screen for two full minutes, my heart hammering against my ribs, before I finally set it down. Going through his phone felt beneath me. Besides, Nate didn't indulge me the way he’d indulged her. I remembered a day in tenth grade when Camille had been fuming because a freshman girl wouldn't stop texting him. Nate had just laughed, sliding his phone across the desk to her. “You jealous, babe?” he’d whispered, his eyes dancing. “I already blocked her. But go ahead. Check the logs. Delete anyone you don’t like. I’m all yours.” Thinking about it now kept the sleep away. I stayed awake until seven, when the light finally started to bleed through the curtains. 2 Nate’s internal clock was usually surgical. He was a man of routines—gym, shower, black coffee, office. But today, he stayed in bed. He stared at his phone for a long time, his thumbs moving slowly as he typed. He didn’t get up until eight. “Nate,” I called out as he stood by the dresser. “Yeah?” “The high school centennial is this weekend. Are you going?” We weren't the kind of couple that shared everything. We shared a bed, a mortgage, and a quiet life, yet I had to find out about the biggest event of the year from a group chat while he slept inches away. He paused, adjusting his cufflinks. “Yeah. Are you?” I shook my head. High school wasn't a highlight reel for me. For most people, it was a place to visit old haunts and mentors. For me, it was a museum of humiliations. He didn't push. He probably didn't want me there anyway. I glanced at my own phone. The group chat was at 100+ notifications. Camille had finally emerged from the shadows. “Just woke up! Can’t wait to see everyone next week.” The replies were instantaneous. “The Queen has returned!” “Did you see all the stuff we were saying last night? I thought you’d muted us!” “I feel like a fan caught stalking a celebrity…” Camille sent a playful winking emoji. “It’s fine. I found it… interesting.” That word felt like a weight in my gut. Interesting. “So, is Nate actually coming? He’s always flying off to Tokyo or London. Does he even remember us mere mortals?” “I can’t believe the guy who used to set off illegal fireworks for Camille is now a boring CEO.” “Is he even coming? Can anyone confirm the legend will be there?” Camille’s reply popped up a second later: “Don’t worry. He just texted me. He’ll be there.” 3 “Claire.” Nate was standing in the doorway, checking his watch. “Aren’t you getting up? You’re going to be late.” Eight-thirty. I scrambled out of bed, forcing the phone out of my mind. I had a nine o'clock appointment to play chess with Mr. Jackson at the retirement villa. I’m a stickler for time. I hate being late. It’s a habit born from a lifetime of trying to be invisible. Except for that one time in junior year. A massive pile-up on the highway had stalled the bus. I’d jumped out and ran the last half-mile, gasping for air as I reached the school gates. I had one minute left before the bell. Nate was there, too. He was leaning against the brick wall, leisurely eating a breakfast burrito. He could have made it easily, but he just stood there. He even bent down to slowly tie his shoe, watching the clock tick down. He waited until he saw Camille jogging up from the parking lot, breathless and beautiful. He hadn't been late because of the traffic. He’d stayed outside to be late with her. I looked at him now, sitting at our breakfast table, sipping his coffee and reading the Journal. On a whim, I decided to test the waters. “Nate, I’m running behind. Do you think you could drop me off?” He didn't look up from the paper. “I have a meeting at ten. I’ll have my driver take you.” I blinked. “Right. Thanks.” “No problem.” "Thank you" and "No problem." That was the vocabulary of our marriage. We were polite. We were considerate. We were strangers who knew how each other liked their eggs. The driver got me there on time. Mr. Jackson was already waiting in the gazebo, his eyes twinkling. He was a grumpy old man who cheated at chess and talked too much, which was why no one else would play with him. We’d become unlikely friends over the years. At the time, I hadn't known he was Nate’s grandfather. To me, he was just Arthur, the man who complained about his "stubborn, blockhead grandson." “Claire, dear,” Arthur said, waving a hand in front of my face. “You’re miles away today. You just walked right into a scholar’s mate.” I looked down. The board was a disaster. I forced a smile. “You got me, Arthur. I’m off my game.” He studied me, his eyes sharp. “Did you and Nate have a fight?” I shook my head. We didn't fight. We didn't have enough friction to spark a flame, let alone a fire. “That boy,” Arthur sighed. “He’s always been emotionally stunted. I’ll have a word with him.” The idea of Nate being "stunted" was almost funny. In high school, he was the definition of "soulful." He was a romantic extremist. He’d bought roses for every girl in the senior class just so Camille wouldn't feel singled out by her strict parents. He’d braved a suspension to light up the sky with her name. I’d seen the roses. I’d seen the fireworks. I was just the girl in the background, benefitting from the fallout of his love for someone else. The realization hit me then, sharp and cold. I was afraid. 4 I have spent my life waiting. Waiting for the 50% off stickers at the grocery store. Waiting for the last bus in the rain. Waiting in the foster system for a family that never came. I was falling into the old habit again. I was waiting for the inevitable. Waiting for Nate to realize he still loved her. Waiting for the "we need to talk" conversation. Waiting to be discarded. Usually, the waiting was a numb, dull thing. But this time, it hurt. I decided, for the first time in my life, to be brave. I went to Nate’s office. I rehearsed the questions in my head the whole way there. Do you still love her? Are we over? I didn't even make it past the lobby. The receptionist gave me a polished, pitying smile. “I’m sorry, Mrs. Vance, but Nate is in a closed-door session. Unless it’s an emergency?” I wasn't even sure if Nate wanted his employees to know he was married to someone like me. I hadn't pushed for a public profile. “It’s fine,” I said. I pulled out my phone to call him, just as the elevator dinged. Nate walked out, surrounded by a phalanx of VPs. He looked at his phone, a flicker of confusion crossing his face, but he didn't answer. I hung up instinctively. He was walking slower than usual, leaning back to listen to someone behind him. As they cleared the corner, I saw her. Camille. She looked exactly the same—the kind of timeless beauty that didn't need filters. She was walking beside him, her hand occasionally brushing his arm. “Is that the same ringtone?” she asked, her voice carrying across the lobby. “I can’t believe you still use that piano track. It was my favorite.” Seventeen-year-old Nate listened to nothing but grunge and heavy metal. But Camille loved Chopin. Nate had changed his entire world for her. Apparently, he’d never changed it back. The receptionist cleared her throat. “See? I told you he was busy.” “Right,” I whispered. “Thank you.” I went home and crawled into bed. I just wanted to sleep it off, but the group chat was a wildfire. “OMG guess who I just saw at Le Bernardin? Nate and Camille!” “It’s happening. The endgame is finally here.” “@Camille, give us the tea! Is the flame back on?” Camille posted a photo. A view of the city, a glass of expensive red, and a man’s forearm resting on the table. You couldn't see his face, but I knew those veins, that watch, those fingers. “The food here is still incredible,” she captioned it. I zoomed in on his hand. The hand I’d held every night for two years. His wedding ring was gone. 5 Nate came home early. He didn't come to the bedroom. He went out to the balcony and lit a cigarette. He’d quit the day we got married. Seeing her had clearly broken his resolve. When he finally came inside and showered, he climbed into bed and pulled me against him. It was a rare gesture of affection outside of our sex life. “Claire,” he whispered into my hair. “We should talk.” About what? The divorce? The fact that you’re moving her into my spot? My breath hitched. I felt my body go rigid. “Never mind,” he sighed, sensing my tension. “Why did you call me today? You never call the office.” “It was an accident,” I lied. “A pocket dial.” “Oh. I figured.” That night, he was different. He kissed me with a slow, agonizing tenderness that felt like a goodbye. I’d always preferred it when he was a little rough, a little wild. In those moments, I could see the ghost of the boy he used to be. I knew he was capable of passion—I’d seen him fight for her, seen him laugh until he couldn't breathe. With me, he was always so… quiet. I realized then that I couldn't do this anymore. I didn't have a family to turn to. I only had Arthur. The next afternoon, I sat with Arthur at the chessboard. I stared at the pieces, unable to see a way out. The first rule of chess: if you’re in a losing position, don’t play for a draw. Fold. “Arthur,” I said softly. “I don’t think I can solve this one.” He looked at the board, then at me. He reached out and swept the pieces into a messy pile. “Then start over,” he said. He was right. The seasons were changing. I didn't bother swapping my summer clothes for winter ones. I didn't restock the pantry. I started packing my books into cardboard boxes. Nate found me in the study, looking at the half-empty shelves. “Where are your books?” “I’m donating them,” I said. Another lie. I just didn't want to be scrambling when the time came. I’d rehearsed my speech a hundred times. I walked to his home office that night and stood outside the door, taking three deep breaths. I turned the handle. Nate was at his desk, one hand over his eyes, the other holding his phone. “Camille, I can handle the logistics on this end,” he was saying, his voice weary but soft. “It’s been too long. I don’t want to wait anymore.” I didn't stay to hear the rest. I backed away and closed the door. He was in more of a hurry than I was. He was just waiting for the right moment to "handle" me. That night, I didn't wait for the perfect moment. I chose the most abrupt one. As he leaned in to kiss my neck, I pulled away. “Nate,” I said, my voice steady. “I want a divorce.”
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