1 I'm a forgotten shrine god, chained to decaying wood and stone. Forced to grant wishes for offerings, my power shackled by mortal desires. For ten days, Rhys came. Ten days of identical prayers for wealth and power through sacred incense. Needing one final wish cycle to ascend, I manifested before him with his ten incense sticks. "Ten wishes," I whispered like wind through dead leaves, "but if my shrine falls, I vanish." He snapped the first stick instantly: "Make me a Lord." I wove fate from my essence, hollowing myself to fulfill it. The second wish surprised me—"Stay with me." His tenderness persisted even as his power grew. When he wished for eternal love with the third stick, I yielded. Then war brought spoils—including Princess Elena. The fourth stick snapped: "Make her my wife." "I clawed my way to this height for one reason," he declared, his voice hard as iron, "to one day have the power to take her back. And now, that day has finally come." Martha, the kind old housekeeper who cared for me, was aghast. "But what about Lady Lyra?" she pleaded. "She has been with you for five years, my lord. She has been loyal and devoted, asking for nothing, not even a title." Her worried eyes met mine. Rhys’s face twisted in fury. He had Martha dragged away and beaten for her impertinence. "How dare a servant lecture me! Everything I have done, I have done for Elena! As for that other one... she can crawl back to whatever gutter she came from!" His voice was colder than a winter midnight. The maids fell silent, their hands stilling in their work. I suppose it was true. Before Princess Elena had been brought here as a hostage, he had treasured me. I was his precious secret, a woman to be cherished, one who could not be scolded or wronged. Every day he would beg me to say I loved him. But now that his childhood love was within his grasp, that devotion had vanished like smoke. Martha was old; she couldn't endure such a brutal punishment. I stepped in front of her, shielding her from the guards. "I'll do it," I said to Rhys. "I will get you your princess." His face lit up with an almost manic joy. He told me to be quick, then turned and strode away, already planning the wedding, eagerly awaiting the arrival of his true love. Days later, I intercepted the Crown Prince’s carriage. His royal guards had blades at my throat in an instant. Accusing me of attempted assassination, they tortured me, driving splinters between my fingers. The agony was a white-hot fire, so intense it stole the breath from my lungs and drained the color from my face. "I can save him!" I gasped. "I can save the Prince!" I knew Prince Kaelan was dying, that the King was frantic, seeking a cure from every corner of the realm. I poured a century of my divine power into him, pulling him back from the brink of death. The King was overjoyed. He summoned me to the throne room at once. "You have saved my son and heir," he boomed. "Name your reward." My eyes found Princess Elena, kneeling in a corner of the great hall. My voice was steady. "I ask that you sanction a marriage between Lord Rhys and Princess Elena." The King agreed without a moment's hesitation. A trivial hostage in exchange for his son's life? It was a bargain. Rhys’s wedding was a grand affair. His entire estate was alive with celebration and music. Only my own small wing of the house remained dark and silent. I lay on my bed, wracked with violent coughs, a handkerchief stained crimson clutched in my hand. Saving the Prince had come at a terrible cost. He was meant to die; by twisting his fate, I had invited a backlash upon myself, siphoning away my own life force. A short while later, Martha scurried in to announce that Lord Rhys had arrived. The door flew open. He stood there, his arm wrapped possessively around Elena, his face a mask of cold disgust. Elena spoke first, her voice dripping with false sympathy. "I hear you've been pretending to be ill to win Rhys's pity. I know it's my fault... I know I'm the wicked one who stole your place." Her eyes shimmered with tears that never fell. "If you truly cannot bear to have me here, then I will give it all back to you!" "You being here only makes Elena upset," Rhys said, his voice flat. "It's time for you to leave. Go back where you belong." "You were only ever a substitute for her," he continued, each word a hammer blow. "The fact that you resemble her in some small way was your greatest honor. But the real thing is here now. You need to be gone." He started to turn away with her, but I found my voice, a sound as thin as a spider's thread. "If I leave... does that count as my fifth wish?" He stopped dead. He reached into his coat and pulled out the fifth stick of incense. "Yes," he said. "I wish for you to disappear from my life forever." He had started carrying the sticks with him, just in case a wish struck him. He then pulled out a sixth and snapped it as well, the sneer in his voice undisguised. "I'm done playing your childish little games. I don't believe for a second that you have any real power." His face was cruel. "I only pretended to believe, I only coddled you, because you were a stand-in for Elena. Now that she's back, you're obsolete." I grabbed his sleeve, trying desperately to make him understand. "I am the spirit of the ruined shrine. I am real..." "Enough!" he roared, shaking me off. "How long are you going to keep up this charade? You invented this whole fairy tale just to stay by my side, didn't you?" No one believed me. No one ever believed in the god of a forgotten place. There was a time when my shrine flourished, when offerings were plentiful. I granted every wish they brought me. 2 When they wished for beauty, I became uglier. When they wished for wealth, my own divine light dimmed. Gradually, I could no longer grant their insatiable desires, and they stopped coming. My shrine fell to ruin, and I faded with it. But now, I was just one mortal's prayer cycle away from my ascension. I waited a hundred years for someone to come, and then he appeared: Rhys, with his ten sticks of incense and his desperate wish. And so, I became indebted to him for ten wishes. Only by fulfilling them could I be free. I found him that first day, half-dead from poverty and despair on the side of a road. I offered him the ten sticks. "I must collect the wishes of mortals," I had explained. "For every stick you break, I will grant you one wish." Even then, on the verge of death, he had snapped the first. "I want to be rich. I want to be a Lord, so that no one can ever look down on me again." To fulfill his ten wishes, I had to stay by his side. Then, on his birthday, he had looked into my eyes and, with a sincerity that felt real, snapped two sticks at once. "I wish for you to stay with me forever. I wish for us to grow old together." A god knows nothing of love, nothing of desire. I only knew that this brought me two wishes closer to my goal. So I agreed. For years, we lived as husband and wife in all but name. He never officially married me, but the whole world thought he would. "Lord Rhys is just waiting until his position is secure," they would whisper. "Then he will make an honorable woman of his love." I believed them. But it was all a lie. Then, he had snapped two sticks to declare his love for me. Now, he snapped two more to cast me aside for another. I let my hand fall from his sleeve. "You have four sticks of incense left," I said, my voice hollow. "When you have used them all, I will leave you forever." He scoffed, pulling Elena closer and shoving me aside as they left. "Just get out of here for now. Elena doesn't want to see you. As for your damned sticks, we'll deal with them some other time." He looked at Elena with an expression of utter devotion. As they passed, Elena paused and sighed dramatically. "Rhys, my love, she must adore you so. To endure such humiliation and still refuse to leave... perhaps you should give her some small title, out of pity." Rhys was instantly defensive. "I'll have her thrown out this instant! I swear on my life, Elena, you are the only one I will ever call my wife." And so I was thrown out into the snow, with nothing but the clothes on my back. Martha was cast out with me, a dismissal contract clutched in her trembling hands. I had ruined her life as well. She used what little savings she had to get us a room at an inn. "My dear girl," she said, her voice heavy with sorrow, "you have a pure heart. Lord Rhys does not love you. Why do you cling to him?" She looked at me sadly. "It's time you opened your eyes and saw who else is out there." She opened the window, and there, standing like a silent sentinel in the falling snow below, was Prince Kaelan. Martha's heart ached for me; she wanted me to let go of Rhys and find a new life. But I was stubborn, my eyes fixed on the singular, burning desire for my ascension. "I still owe him four wishes," I insisted. If I failed, I would be trapped in this mortal world forever. My breathing was becoming shallow, my body wracked with a profound exhaustion. Granting Rhys his lordship had already shortened my lifespan. Healing the Prince had aged my mortal form to that of an eighty-year-old woman. A dull, constant pain was my new companion, and I tossed and turned in the cheap bed. Martha, thinking I was lovesick for Rhys, could only sigh. She spoke of returning to her home village, of retiring. I took her hand and used a flicker of my remaining power, transforming my touch into a handful of silver coins that I pressed into her palm. This was my mess to clean up. After she left, I finally allowed myself to cough up the blood I’d been holding back. Using my power in such a weakened state was destroying me from the inside out. In the days that followed, my face grew haggard and my hair began to fall out. Every day, I would drag myself to Rhys's estate, and every day, I would be turned away. My body grew weaker, and the slightest chill would confine me to bed for days. But I gritted my teeth, waiting. Waiting for him to break the next stick. Finally, I saw his carriage returning, with him and Elena inside. I threw myself in its path, but it didn't slow. Not for an instant. The impact sent me flying. I landed in a heap, blood spilling from my lips. Rhys started to get out, but someone was faster. Prince Kaelan was there, sweeping me into his arms, calling for his attendants to stanch the bleeding. Rhys stood over us, his face a cold mask. "It's just another one of her pathetic tricks for attention, Your Highness. Don't fall for it. She's a master of manipulation." But Kaelan ignored him, his eyes fixed only on me. He tried to lift me, to take me away, but I struggled weakly. Four more sticks. I can't leave yet. Rhys sneered. "You see? She loves me so much she'd rather die at my feet than leave with you." Kaelan gave me one last, deep look, then turned and walked away into the snow. Pain lanced through my body. I tried to speak, but my throat was clogged with blood. With a blood-soaked hand, I grabbed the hem of Rhys's fine leather boot. "Four... sticks left..." I rasped. "Just make your wishes and I'll..." The world went black before I could finish.
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