To cure my 'sister's' supposed depression, Carter Thorne—the man who was my childhood sweetheart, my fiancé, the one who swore he’d marry no one but me—secretly married her instead. So I turned around and accepted the arranged marriage my family had brokered for me. I married Declan Blackwood, the undisputed king of New York's elite, a man who had silently loved me for years. For seven years, he worshipped my very skin. He was a man starved, clinging to me every night as if I were air. If I had asked for the stars, he would have plucked them from the sky for me. I thought I had finally found my happiness. Then, one night, tangled in the sheets after we’d made love, I overheard him on the phone with his best friend. "Jasmine's an international star now. When are you finally dropping Seraphina?" "What's the difference?" Declan's voice was a low murmur. "I'm with someone I don't love anyway. Besides, I have to keep Sera in check, stop her from ruining the happiness Jasmine fought so hard for." My world tilted. Later, in his study, I opened his laptop. In a hidden folder, a universe of obsession unfolded: a hundred thousand photos of Jasmine Vance. A hundred unsent love letters. The delusion was shattered. It was time to wake up. I bought a life-sized silicone mannequin and orchestrated a fire. From this life to the next, in heaven or in hell, our paths would never cross again. 1 The order confirmation for the items I needed glowed on the screen. I shut the laptop. Just three more days. Then, according to plan, I would disappear from Declan Blackwood's world forever. I turned, and my breath caught. I was staring straight into his smiling, almond-shaped eyes. He must have stood on the porch for a while, letting the winter chill and the lingering scent of nicotine fade from his coat before daring to approach me. He wrapped his arms around me from behind, his warmth a familiar ghost. "Why are you still up?" he murmured into my hair. His embrace, once my safest harbor, now sent a bitter acid creeping into my heart. For seven years, he had put me on a pedestal. Everyone in our circle knew Declan Blackwood kept me, his darling wife, tucked away in a gilded cage. He’d told me it was love at first sight, that he’d adored me from afar for fourteen agonizing years. At our wedding, he’d stood at the altar with tears in his eyes, vowing that marrying me was a dream he never wanted to wake from. He knew my history. He’d used the full force of the Blackwood empire to go to war with Carter Thorne, the man who’d abandoned me. He’d sabotaged Jasmine's career to avenge me, snarling that he despised anyone who had ever caused me pain. He was a phenomenal actor. So good that I, an award-winning actress myself, never saw the performance. A bitter memory surfaced. In the throes of passion, he'd always call me "Sera," but the word was always slurred, thick on his tongue. I thought it was just a quirk of his passion, a sound lost to ecstasy. Now, I replayed it in my mind. J-Sera… Jasmine. The truth was a shard of ice in my gut. I lowered my head, secretly wiping a tear from the corner of my eye with my thumb. He didn't notice, lost in his own narrative. "Your sister won the big award. Let's just stay home from the industry party tomorrow. I don't want you to see her and get upset." I silently counted. This was at least the hundredth time he’d used an excuse like this to keep me out of the limelight. I used to think it was his possessiveness, a flaw I indulged with a sigh, even letting it convince me to step back from my career at its peak. Now I knew the truth. It was all to clear the stage for Jasmine. "I have a meeting with Maestro Bellini tomorrow," I said, my voice steady. "He wants me for his next leading role. I can't miss it." "It's fine, we'll skip it. I'll smooth things over for you," he said, his tone dismissive. "My wife never has to work another day in her life if she doesn't want to. I can provide for you." But it was never about the money. I had told him once that starring in a Bellini film, earning it on my own merit, was my lifelong dream. He’d sworn then, with a fire in his eyes, that he would move heaven and earth to help me achieve it. He hadn't forgotten. It was just that Jasmine wanted the role, too. So my dream had to become her stepping stone. Seeing my silence, he softened his tone, trying to coax me. "Sera, come on, don't be difficult. There will be other parties, other roles. But our time together… that’s what's precious, isn't it?" He kissed my temple. "The day after tomorrow is our seven-year anniversary. I'm planning a surprise you'll never forget. How does that sound?" A ghost of a smile touched my lips. "It sounds perfect," I said. "And I'll give you my greatest gift in return." Our seven-year itch, Declan. We're not going to make it. From now on, you'll be alone. Only you. My gift to you is my absence. 2 In the dead of night, after Declan was fast asleep, his arm draped possessively over me, I slipped out of bed and went to his study. The words "I don't love her" and the digital shrine on his computer were enough. They should have been enough to sever any lingering hope. But seven years of shared memories, of whispered secrets and easy laughter… they weren't a phantom. They were real. I couldn't just let them go. My feet carried me to the small, sleek safe under his desk. It was Pandora's box, humming with a dark, seductive energy. I'd asked him about it before, during lazy afternoons spent tangled up in his office. He would always deflect, teasing me, telling me to guess the combination but never giving a hint. I had tried my birthday. His birthday. Our wedding anniversary. All wrong. Now, with a trembling hand, I typed in Jasmine's birthday. For one heart-stopping moment, I prayed I was wrong. The safe clicked open. My heart plummeted into an icy abyss. Inside, nestled on a bed of black velvet, was a pair of matching rings. The style was dated, but they were polished to a brilliant shine, clearly cherished and meticulously cared for. On the inner band, an inscription: DB & JV. Declan Blackwood & Jasmine Vance. The strength drained from my body, and a pain so sharp it felt like my heart was being carved from my chest stole my breath. Even a fool would see the truth now. Declan had never, not for a single moment, loved me. The next day, for the first time, I defied him. I went to the party. A shadow crossed Declan's face, but he didn't try to stop me. He simply tightened his grip on my hand. "Alright, you can go. But you're so beautiful, Sera, you have to stay by my side. If that sister of yours tries anything, I need to be there to protect you." He played the part of the loyal guard dog to perfection. But I knew he was just afraid I'd slip my leash and steal Jasmine's thunder. That wasn't my intention. I was about to stage my own death. This was my last chance to say a silent goodbye to the directors and writers who had believed in me. The moment we arrived, all eyes were on Jasmine and me. "The lead in Bellini's next film has to be Seraphina Hayes," someone whispered nearby. "She has the talent, and with Declan Blackwood backing her, it's a sure thing." Jasmine overheard. Her face soured, and she stomped over to the group. "What makes you so sure? That role is mine!" The crowd wasn't impressed. "You're good, but you don't have Seraphina's experience. A little humility goes a long way." "Yeah, even if she's married to a Thorne now, she's up against a Blackwood. It's pretty obvious who has the upper hand." "Honestly, you win one little award and think you own the town?" Jasmine was practically vibrating with rage. "You'll see! You'll all eat your words!" She shot me a venomous glare. "Enjoy it while you can. We'll see who's laughing at the end of the night. Tramp." With a final sneer, she shoved me. Hard. I stumbled, my knee cracking against the sharp corner of a table. Tears of pain sprang to my eyes. Beside me, Declan, my sworn protector, acted as if he'd seen nothing. He simply let it happen. I dropped my gaze, fighting the wave of acid rising in my throat. Just then, the lights in the grand ballroom dimmed. It was time for the official announcement. "Let's give a huge congratulations to… Jasmine Vance!" "And a special thank you to our celebrated, billion-dollar-box-office screenwriter—Linden—for his support! He has graciously waived his fee for this script and even invested thirty million dollars, all to ensure that Jasmine could bring his story to life. For she is, in his words, his only leading lady, his muse!" Jasmine ascended the stage, bathed in a celestial glow. She took the microphone, her eyes finding mine in the darkness, and delivered the final blow. "You see, Seraphina? After all these years, you still can't win against me." "Loser!" She stood under the spotlight, a queen surrounded by her court, radiant and triumphant. I looked at Declan beside me. He was still holding my hand, but his eyes were shining with vicarious joy for Jasmine's victory. I felt a dark, bitter laugh bubble up inside me. Yesterday, in his study, I’d found the manuscript. On the title page, the dedication was scrawled in his familiar hand: "For J.V., my muse." Linden. The pen name he used. The name under which he poured out his soul for another woman. Even though I knew this was coming, seeing it unfold before my eyes was a fresh agony, a dull, crushing weight on my chest. Maestro Bellini found me by the bar, his expression sympathetic. "Don't worry, my dear. There will always be a place for you in my films." I managed a weak, sad smile and shook my head. "Thank you for your kindness, Maestro. But I'm afraid… there might not be another chance." 3 Declan, playing the part of the oblivious, comforting husband, pulled me into his arms. "Don't worry, baby. I'll fund a few movies for you to star in, just for fun. How does that sound?" he whispered. "Tonight, I have a surprise for you on the waterfront. My love for you is more important than any movie role." The words that once tasted like honey now felt like cloying, stale sugar on my tongue. But to avoid suspicion, I forced myself to swallow them down. "Okay." After making my rounds and expressing my gratitude to the industry veterans who had supported me, I was ready to leave. Declan dismissed our driver, intending to take me for a drive himself. But just as he started the engine, his phone buzzed. I glanced over. I recognized the number. It was Jasmine. His expression shifted instantly. He looked at me, his eyes filled with a calculated hesitation. "Sera, something urgent just came up at the office. Would you mind going to the waterfront by yourself?" I feigned a moment of surprise, then smiled. "Of course not. You go take care of business." He leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to my forehead, then turned and headed back into the glittering ballroom. I started the car, but I didn't drive toward the waterfront. I drove home. To the Blackwood mansion. The time had come. All my energy now would be focused on preparing for my death tomorrow. I gathered every trace of our life together. Online, I scrubbed our history, deleting backups from the cloud until nothing remained. The physical memories, I piled together to be burned. My phone lit up. An anonymous number. The first message was a photo: Declan, drunk and flushed, passed out on a sofa next to a smirking Jasmine. [He has a sensitive stomach, you know? But he still took all those shots for me. Hope you're not mad, sis. ] [He may fight with the Thornes in public, snatching my roles, but did you know that behind the scenes he compensates me a hundred times over? Do you know why?] [Did you know Declan was my little shadow growing up? He's always loved me. Marrying you was just his way of keeping you on a leash!] [You didn't really believe someone like him would just fall in love with you for no reason, did you? Don't be naive.] [He told me that every night, he has to imagine it's me he's holding just to get through it. He also said you're just Carter's sloppy seconds, that you're disgusting for not even saving your first time for him!] The texts fell like an avalanche of poison. My heart was a frozen stone. I felt nothing. I simply moved faster, methodically preparing the scene. I positioned the mannequin in the bedroom, ensuring it would be consumed by the flames, then drenched the house in gasoline. After forwarding every one of Jasmine's texts to the most ruthless paparazzi team in the city, I snapped my SIM card in two and tossed the pieces into the bushes. I pressed the ignition button on the remote detonator. Then I turned and walked toward the distant horizon. The path ahead was dark, but that didn't matter. I knew, eventually, I would walk into the dawn. Declan, meanwhile, was completely oblivious. He looked down at Jasmine, his voice laced with an unconscious note of reprimand. "Jasmine, what are you doing here? My anniversary with Sera is tomorrow. This will make her suspicious." Jasmine's eyes welled with tears. "Are you blaming me?" Panic flared in Declan's eyes. He rushed to reassure her. "No, of course not. That's not what I meant. I'm sorry, Jasmine." She crossed her arms with a sniff, offering a grudging acceptance. The Blackwood family butler's number flashed on his screen. Declan silenced it with a frown. After the fifteenth call in a row, a cold dread began to creep up his spine. "What is it?" he answered, his voice sharp. "Sir, it's terrible… the missus… she… she set the house on fire and killed herself!" "We did everything we could, sir… but there was nothing to be done."
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