After my boyfriend died, I was bullied, and I went to his grave in the middle of the night to cry and complain. I blamed him for leaving so suddenly and letting me get bullied. I also told him before I left that I was going to find someone new to replace him. Who knew that after I went back... The people who bullied me went crazy. The people who coveted me avoided me like the plague. The people who looked down on me became respectful. And when I went to meet the blind date my friend introduced to me. I discovered... "You look exactly like my dead boyfriend." "That's great, welcome to treat me as his replacement." Only, as we got deeper into the relationship, his habits highly overlapped with my ex-boyfriend's. Including that aspect. "Is he better, or am I better?" I, who had long discovered the clues, bit his hand. "You two are clearly the same person!" 1 "Liam, you're not here, and they're all bullying me." At 1 AM, I sat in front of Liam's grave. Rambling on about what had happened during this period. "He's married, has kids, yet he's still touchy-feely with pretty young boys. Tell me, how can someone like that live till now?" After speaking. I laughed self-deprecatingly again. How can they still be considered young boys? But being pretty is true. When Liam hadn't passed away yet. He always liked to praise me. Praising me for being pretty, praising me for good looking. Every day, he wished he could take me with him wherever he went. In his words. "Babe is so pretty, if I don't keep a close eye on you, someone might steal you away from me." And the result now? "Liam, someone really came to steal me away from you, how can you just not care at all?" Actually, in the beginning, that sleazy boss of mine didn't dare to treat me like this. 2 After all, Liam used to pick me up from work every day. He was tall and big. The muscles on his body were also obvious. One punch could embed someone into a wall. So even if that sleazy boss had any ideas about me. He didn't dare to make a move at all. But now it's different. Everyone in the company knows. Liam passed away. I was at work when I received the news of his accidental death. The overly obvious emotional fluctuations made everyone notice. So much so that this secret couldn't be hidden. And it resulted in the current situation. "Liam, you big liar, didn't we agree to be together forever?" Now he went back on his word and left first. "You made me become alone again." Although it was summer, the wind at 1 AM still felt a bit cold. I wrapped my coat tighter around myself. But I didn't want to leave. After all, this was a meeting opportunity Liam had urged me many times in my dreams to exchange for. If I just said two sentences and left, who knows how angry he would be in my dream tonight. Since Liam was buried, I haven't visited him. He, on the other hand, often came into my dreams. At first, he just thought I was sad and didn't want to go. Later, he discovered that I seemed to be deliberately not going. So he started making a fuss in my dreams. "Chloe, you're too cruel. It's been so long, and you haven't even visited me. I just died, you know!" Liam in the dream was no different from when he was alive. Just as unreasonable. Just as clingy and loves to act spoiled. Just as loves to shift the blame onto me. "Liam, you're already dead. Even if I visit you, you can't see me. Might as well meet in dreams." 3 At least we can still talk. If I went to the cemetery. It would just be me rambling alone. If I did it too often, I was afraid I'd become neurotic. So I resolutely refused to go. And Liam's nightly visits in my dreams were only for one thing. That was to urge me to visit him at the cemetery. I don't know if it was the messy stuff at the company giving me a headache. Or if I was getting a headache from Liam's urging. So I came. I picked the most unlikely time for anyone to be here. "Liam, do you know why I didn't come to see you? Because I didn't know what I should say to you." "I know you definitely want to hear that without you, I'm still living a very good life." I wiped Liam's photo. Tsk. How can someone be so handsome? "But unfortunately, I can't make your wish come true, because I'm living a very bad life, so I didn't dare to come see you, because I know I can't lie." As if not relieving my anger enough. I repeated it again. "Liam, did you hear that? Me! Chloe! I'm living a very bad life without you!" After shouting this sentence. I laughed self-deprecatingly again. Why get angry with a dead person? It's not like he can crawl out of the grave to coax me. Besides, Liam, I watched him burn into a pile of ashes. I told Liam that many places we used to go to had changed. It hasn't been half a year since he passed away. It's as if everything in this world vanished and reorganized with his departure. I wanted to find a bit of memory between him and me. It seems I can't start anywhere. Originally I just wanted to briefly talk about recent events. In the end, it turned into a complaints session about Liam. 4 Talking and talking. Complaining and complaining. It's nothing more than complaining that he left suddenly, without giving me any chance to say goodbye. "Liam, tell me, shouldn't I also start my new life?" "If I had known you would only accompany me for these few years, I would rather we had never met. That would be better than letting me suffer like this." People who have seen happiness and lost it. Are far more painful than those who have never obtained happiness. Checked the time. It's about time to go back and get ready for work. I intended to leave directly. But after moving a bit, I remembered something again. Standing in front of Liam's grave, looking at the beautiful eyes in his photo. "Liam, tell me, I'm still so young, shouldn't I go find a new person?" I can't possibly stay a widow for Liam my whole life, right? "I know, there will definitely be no one better to me than you, and no one can surpass you in various aspects, but I thought about it, actually these are not very important, just being able to stay by my side healthily is enough." I watched the candle flame fluttering slightly in the wind. "Liam, if I find a new person, you should also be happy for me and bless me, right?" The voice fell. I didn't leave or speak. Just silently watching the burning candle. Suddenly. The candle went out. But there was no wind or rain at this moment. It could only be a certain jealous person. But I pretended not to understand what he meant. Talking to myself. "Looks like you really bless me, then that's fine, I'll ask someone to help me keep an eye out later, I know you definitely can't bear to see me live alone." After speaking, I packed up my things and left. Just as I turned around, a gust of wind suddenly blew. Such a big temper even after death? 5 When I went to work the next day, what I thought was, if that old sleazebag still wanted to do something to me today. I would just resign directly. Anyway, Liam didn't leave me much else. But he did leave me quite a lot of money. We are both orphans, especially Liam, he didn't even have relatives. At least I still have some relatives I can call by name. So after he passed away, I wasn't worried at all. Someone would come to me for Liam's inheritance. Since there is a guarantee. Then there is no need to suffer anger. But what I didn't expect was that the old sleazebag didn't come today. "Seems like he got sick." My colleague, Sam, is the company's know-it-all. No matter what happens, he is always the first to know. This time was no exception. "Sick? Is it serious? He actually didn't come to work." I didn't need to speak, someone nearby was already asking. "Don't know, seems like he encountered something unclean, heard he almost went crazy, then missed a step and fell from upstairs." My heart skipped a beat. Thinking of what I did in the middle of the night yesterday. Could it be? But I quickly dismissed this idea. How could it be Liam who did it. If he really had such ability, he would have come back to find me long ago. Instead of doing other bad things. It must be me overthinking it. "I think it's because he did too many bad things himself, has no ability himself, yet oppresses us every day, he will get his retribution sooner or later, isn't this it coming." Sam curled his lips. He also usually couldn't stand this old sleazebag. But helplessly, the old sleazebag had backing behind him. Simply couldn't do anything about him. Now that he's in trouble, naturally everyone is happy. 6 "I think so too, it's best to break a leg, best never to come again." I silently agreed in my heart. It's best never to see him again, so at least I can still stay here and work for a while. If he recovers from his injury and comes back. Then I'm quitting. Might as well take this opportunity to go out and play. "Eh, Chloe, what did you go do last night? How come your dark circles are so heavy?" Sam leaned over. Pointing under his own eyes. I blinked. "Nothing, just didn't sleep well, going back tonight to rest well will be fine." Sam probably thought of Liam's matter, but in the end, said nothing. The best comfort is not to mention anything. Actually, I think they are too cautious. The current me has accepted the matter of Liam's passing very well. Even if this matter is mentioned, I won't feel anything. Probably. I will really miss him for my whole life. The old sleazebag really isn't coming. Heard the fall injury isn't very serious, but the person seems to have gone crazy. Yelling and shouting in the hospital every day. When colleagues who went to visit the sick mentioned this matter. The whole process was smooth. "Anyway, couldn't see the person, just heard barking, the whole person's state was also very bad, estimate there's no way to come to work normally." As expected. A few days later. A person was air-dropped into the leadership position. Took over our department. The new leader is very strict, but won't do other things, on the contrary, treats us quite well. Everyone works more energetically under such a leader. And I, who originally wanted to resign. Finally gave up this idea. It's quite good to stay. 7 "Liam, it really couldn't be you who did it, right?" I burned incense for Liam, then stared at his portrait for a long while. Finally popped out such a sentence. Actually I know. It couldn't be Liam. Where in the world are there so many ghosts and gods things. Even if there are. It couldn't happen to me. Thinking about it, I smiled and shook my head. "It's me being too tired recently, really dare to think anything, if you really could do such things, how could you not come find me, probably met someone better? Think us humans are different so won't want me anymore, right?" Finished speaking. I also carefully considered this possibility. Finally shook my head very firmly. How is it possible. Liam only had feelings for me alone, and it was him who actively pursued me. Before the accident, I felt like he wished he could merge with me. Wishing he could stay by my side twenty-four hours a day. Shouldn't be him. But what happened later, seemed a bit strange. The person in the same neighborhood who pursued me before, but wouldn't give up after I rejected him, seems to have suddenly figured it out. When seeing me, it's like seeing some enemy. Turns and runs away before getting close. Thought about it, recently we don't seem to have said anything harsh. But fewer people harassing me, I am happy to be at ease. It's just that overnight, all my suitors seemed to have disappeared. No matter if it's serious pursuit of me. Or purely just want to develop some irresponsible relationships with me. All disappeared. If these are all coincidences. Then the next thing, really cannot be explained by coincidence. Every year I return to my hometown to visit my parents' graves. 8 When I went back before, those relatives would point fingers at me. Saying I cursed my parents to death. Later Liam went back with me. They didn't dare to say it in front of us. But there was no less discussion behind our backs. For example, how we two men got together. And some other stuff. I can imagine what they said this time back. Nothing more than, I really am a jinx. Not only cursed my own parents to death, now even my own boyfriend didn't escape. But what should be gone back still must go back. Things that should be done still must be done. Only. They didn't say anything. Instead, the way they looked at me was fawning. As if they suddenly wanted to have a good relationship with me. No one asked about Liam's matter either. Everyone kept quiet about his passing. Too strange. Could it be that someone really is silently helping me behind my back? Which good-hearted person can do to such an extent? "Liam, if it's really you doing it, come find me in my dream tonight to claim credit, if it's really not you, then I might be targeted by someone, I'll go to the police tomorrow." Before going to bed, I said this sentence to Liam's portrait. But he didn't come at night. Of course I didn't choose to call the police either. After all, can't find the person, and the other party didn't do anything to me. Going to say like this. Estimate people would think I'm crazy. What makes me unbearable is. I suddenly found several of my underwear missing. One of them is even my favorite! I searched every corner of the house. Don't have pets, so impossible to be taken away by small animals. But I searched every nook and cranny of the house. None.
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